Bisakah aku bertanya padamu
Dimanakan kah sayang itu
Di redup matamu
Atau bisikan mesra
Ataukah kerna sentuhan listrikmu
Buatku terus berjanji
Hati ini hanya milikmu saja

Sentuhanmu bukan datang dari dunia materi
Terasa ini pernah mengusikku
Bagai deja vu

Kurindu sentuhanmu
Kudamba sentuhanmu
Tiada lain yang kuinginkan
hanyalah
Hanya sentuhanmu

Ok. This is part of me berjiwang karat. Lagu apa ni? Sapa tatau memang rasanya tak dengar lagu melayu. Ni lagu M.Nasir, Sentuhan Listrikmu. Sometimes berjiwang karat ngan lagu M.Nasir ni ok jugak. I know some people maybe terkejut kut if they know that I do ‘berjiwang karat’ sometimes. Ehehe. When I ask around, people always say that I’m the kind of person yang rileks. The kind of person that don’t get upset over small things. The kind of person who couldn’t care less about anything and everything. Rileks sampaikan when my friends first to know that I do fight with Devil that they get surprised. Kawan yang tak berapa close la. Yang close sure knows everything kan?

Sometimes I’m surprised by the extent of the jokes told by some of my male colleagues. It’s not like I don’t like it or anything like that, it just got me thinking, did they do this in front of any other girls, or just me? Or is it because they think that I’m their friend and they are comfortable with me that they can say anything they want? I’m sure they will behave and not say anything that can be considered as ‘lucah’ if they try to impress that girl rite? Or is it because they see me mcm rileks jer so they don’t mind telling lawak lucah? Among many, I’ll share with you some of the jokes.

This happen when I told them that I’m going to go back to my hometown. One of my colleagues said that he wanted to follow me back home. Just him and me. Then he said, “Pakcik, saya dah puas telek anak pakcik. Sekarang saya nak belek pulak. Lepas tu saya nak godek plak. Pakcik just sediakan quotation”. Sounds like sexual harassment? Well, when you sit around and have drinks and making stupid comments to each other, it only sounds funny. I guess this is what guys talked about if they are lepaking with each other. Maybe you don’t hear them if you’re there with your boyfriend/husband and their friends because they respect you and your boyfriend/husband. If you’re friends with them, then I guess they will just treat you like one of them.

Till the next entry, daaa….