Vindicated

Sometimes, I feel that I put too much hope. And I realize that hope is something that can easily mislead me. One thing that I really learn today is not to put too much hope in ... well.. truthfully.. everything...

I miss the moment when I first tried to figure out this song. At that time there was no pc with internet around me. It was really a fun moment... really.. it was...

Hope...
dangles on a string
like slow spinning redemption
winding in winding out
the shine of which has caught my eye
roped me in
so mesmerising
so hypnotising
i am captivated
i am....

vindicated
i am selfish
i am wrong
i am right
i swear i'm right
swear i knew it all along
and i am flawed
but i am cleaning up so well
i am seeing in me now
the thing you swore you saw yourself
so clear

like a diamond in your ring
cut to mirror your intention
oversized
overwhelmed
the shine of which has caught my eye
rendered me so..
isolated
so motivated
i am certain now that
i am....

vindicated
i am selfish
i am wrong
i am right
i swear i'm right
swear i knew it all along
and i am flawed
but i am cleaning up so well
i am seeing in me now
the thing you swore you saw yourself

so turn
up the corners of your lips
part down and feel my fingertips
trace the moment fall forever
defense is paper thin
just one touch and i'd be in
too deep now to ever swim
against the current

so let me slip away
so let me slip away
so let me slip away
so let me slip against the current
so let me slip away
so let me slip away
so let me slip away
so let me slip away.......

vindicated
i am selfish
i am wrong
i am right
i swear i'm right
swear i knew it all along
and i am flawed
but i am cleaning up so well
i am seeing in me now
the thing you swore you saw yourself
like...

hope...
dangles on a string..
like slow spinning redemption..

I know that this entry is very incoherent. It's the state of my mind now. I guess the only thing that kept me sensible now is my work. Hopefully it will keep me sane for another day. Please god, give me the courage to slip away from all of this ...