Menanti Sebuah Jawaban -P.A.D.I-

Aku tak bisa luluhkan hatimu
Dan aku tak bisa menyentuh cintamu
seiring jejak kakiku bergetar
Aku tak terpagut oleh cintamu
Menelusup hariku dengan harapan
Namun kau masih terdiam membisu

Sepenuhnya aku ingin memelukmu
Mendekap penuh harapan tuk mencintaimu
Setulusnya aku akan terus menunggu
Menanti sebuah jawaban tuk memilikimu

Betapa pilunya rindu menusuk jiwaku
Semoga kau tau isi hatiku
Dan seiring waktu yg terus berputar
Aku masih terhanyut dalam mimpiku

Ni lagu sedih yang sesuai ngan post ni... hehehe..

Hi people,
Lamanya tak menulis. Have been very busy.
How's life?
Mine?
Not so great.

I am going nowhere. Still stuck in a place with fragile and broken glasses everywhere. The view is breathtaking, but this place is harmful. People get hurt easily here. Dahla takde first aid kit. Boleh luka berdarah sampai mati. And dont expect anyone to help you here because you have to take responsibility on everything that might happen to you, sebab kat front door tu dah ada sign " If you fall, get up on your own. If you bleed, lick your wound on your own. And if you die, dig your grave on your own". Dalam erti kata lain "Jangan menyusahkan orang lain. People have no time nak layan karenah you".

Why am I still in there, I dont know. Could be because I love the view so much. Or maybe because I have been comfortable there?

Maybe jugak this is the payback time. Maybe...

Pape pun, my life is at a standstill. Tak bergerak ke mana pun. Camne you see me now, this is me you gonna see in the next 2-3 years. Nothing will happen next month. Nothing will happen end of this year. Nothing.